Rough cut of Lynda’s song about her brother. Met her at Exodus—she was really unsteady and nervous with her playing…she turned her chair perpendicular to the audience and everything. So I decided to record her as a means for her to prove to herself that she’s got a beautiful voice. It was amazing to see her reaction when she listened to it in stereo. Need to work on some volume issues at the end, but in general—for one hour of hanging out, with one condenser mic, sheeit. Shannon Wright/Doironesque. beautiful
ON GAMBLING To a frog that’s never left his pond the ocean seems like a gamble. Look what he’s giving up: security, mastery of his world, recognition! The ocean frog just shakes his head. “I can’t really explain what it’s like where I live, but someday I’ll take you there.”
If you want what visible reality can give, you’re an employee
If you want the unseen world, you’re not living your truth.
Both wishes are foolish, but you’ll be forgiven for forgetting that what you really want is love’s confusing joy.
In a boat down a fast-running creek, it feels like trees on the bank are rushing by. What seems
to be changing around us is rather the speed of our craft leaving this world.
when i am with you, we stay up all night. when you’re not here, i can’t go to sleep.
praise god for these two insomnias! and the difference between them.
—————- i want to hold you close like a lute, so we can cry out with loving.
you would rather throw stones at a mirror? i am your mirror, and here are the stones.
All our lives we’ve looked into each other’s faces. that was the case today too.
How do we keep our love-secret? we speak from brow to brow and hear with our eyes
SEB[2:36:24 PM]: love u 2 booboo ok!!!! SEB[2:36:38 PM]: i am here, laptop is chard SEB[2:36:42 PM]: *charged ———————- HEH[2:39:18 PM]: haha you like schauer too!!! HEH[2:39:20 PM]: : ) HEH[2:39:29 PM]: i <3 him ———————- SEB[2:39:30 PM]: he a sociologist? ———————- HEH[2:39:35 PM]: no! he is a constitutional scholar HEH[2:39:39 PM]: a first amendment guy HEH[2:39:47 PM]: but like the only one who READS SOCIOLOGY ———————- SEB[2:39:49 PM]: hm!!! SEB[2:39:55 PM]: RIGHT! ———————- HEH[2:40:01 PM]: /modern continental philosophy ———————- HEH[2:40:04 PM]: etc etc ———————- SEB[2:40:20 PM]: AH ———————- HEH[2:41:46 PM]: okay i just put in your edits HEH[2:41:53 PM]: hang on let me give this one more quick scan HEH[2:42:11 PM]: have you thought of a way i can make my title beter? HEH[2:42:14 PM]: *better HEH[2:42:20 PM]: i know it is kind of bad/awks ———————- SEB[2:42:20 PM]: HMMM SEB[2:42:26 PM]: MOMENTITO SEB[2:42:36 PM]: yes SEB[2:42:49 PM]: Autonomy—A True Defense of Free Speech? SEB[2:42:52 PM]: something like thatttt SEB[2:43:05 PM]: ??/? SEB[2:43:09 PM]: ~*~*~**~<3 ———————- HEH[2:43:32 PM]: that is better HEH[2:43:33 PM]: !!
SEB[2:43:42 PM]: maybe not True SEB[2:43:44 PM]: maybe just SEB[2:43:46 PM]: Real? SEB[2:43:53 PM]: that’s where sociology comez in SEB[2:44:00 PM]: REALIZM ———————- HEH[2:45:56 PM]: what abuot HEH[2:45:58 PM]: Rationality, Irrationality and Free Speech: The Problems with the Autonomy Defense HEH[2:46:01 PM]: egghh HEH[2:46:03 PM]: i like the tricolon HEH[2:46:04 PM]: atually HEH[2:46:12 PM]: PANOPTICON, PANOPTICON, PANOPTICON: HEH[2:46:18 PM]: would technically be appropriate HEH[2:46:19 PM]: hahahahaha ———————- SEB[2:46:22 PM]: NOOOO ———————- HEH[2:46:42 PM]: but what about that title? ———————- SEB[2:46:52 PM]: NOOOO ———————- HEH[2:47:05 PM]: what about just HEH[2:47:11 PM]: Free Speech and Irrationality: The Problem with the Autonomy Defense ———————- SEB[2:47:19 PM]: NO SEB[2:47:23 PM]: ughhh SEB[2:47:26 PM]: you’re saying too much SEB[2:47:28 PM]: or SEB[2:47:30 PM]: too little with too much SEB[2:47:46 PM]: SOUNDZ LIKE A SONG ———————- HEH[2:47:53 PM]: lol ———————- SEB[2:47:57 PM]: “Rachael’s Flowers” ———————- HEH[2:47:59 PM]: well i need something in ten minutes HEH[2:48:00 PM]: hahahaha ———————- SEB[2:48:04 PM]: my title plz SEB[2:48:12 PM]: my title ftw ———————- HEH[2:48:35 PM]: haha HEH[2:48:43 PM]: well the problem is HEH[2:48:55 PM]: i’m not saying the autonomy defense isn’t real… ———————- SEB[2:49:02 PM]: yes you are ———————- HEH[2:49:04 PM]: i’m just saying it’s complicated/it sucks HEH[2:49:09 PM]: yeah i am kind of saying it isn’t real ———————- SEB[2:49:10 PM]: you’re saying it ignores the external SEB[2:49:17 PM]: IT’S NOT REALISTIC SEB[2:49:22 PM]: REAL VERSUS REALISTIC SEB[2:49:28 PM]: ftw!!! ———————- HEH[2:49:30 PM]: i kind of like HEH[2:49:35 PM]: Free Speech and Irrationality: The Problem with the Autonomy Defense ———————- SEB[2:49:38 PM]: REAL VERSUS REALISTIC = a weird problem SEB[2:49:42 PM]: ughhhh SEB[2:49:49 PM]: that doesn’t make sense ———————- HEH[2:49:56 PM]: y ———————- SEB[2:49:58 PM]: don’t colonate ———————- HEH[2:49:58 PM]: !?!? ———————- SEB[2:50:03 PM]: Free speech and Irrationality SEB[2:50:12 PM]: your point is that autonomy contains one but not the other SEB[2:50:17 PM]: so don’t juxtapose them ———————- HEH[2:50:17 PM]: true HEH[2:50:19 PM]: k ———————- SEB[2:50:22 PM]: because it’s weird. ———————- HEH[2:50:36 PM]: k ———————- SEB[2:50:40 PM]: if you must colonate SEB[2:51:09 PM]: “Ignoring the External: Problems with the Autonomist’s Defense of Free Speech” SEB[2:51:15 PM]: or something SEB[2:51:26 PM]: Problems with An ———————- HEH[2:51:38 PM]: okay i’m giong to print it out ———————- SEB[2:51:40 PM]: if you must colonate as opposed to questions SEB[2:51:43 PM]: what title?? ———————- HEH[2:51:44 PM]: i’m using Autonomy: A Real Defense of Free Speech? ———————- SEB[2:51:48 PM]: YESSSS SEB[2:51:54 PM]: colonate AND QUESTION SEB[2:52:00 PM]: and REALIZM SEB[2:52:02 PM]: ftw
HEH[2:52:13 PM]: hangong
SEB has joined the chat. ———————- HEH has joined the chat. ———————- SEB[4:43:44 PM]: whut up skillet ———————- HEH[4:43:45 PM]: hey sweetie ———————- SEB[4:44:50 PM]: send me a copy of your final product for speech ass SEB[4:44:52 PM]: ? SEB[4:45:02 PM]: mmm ———————- HEH[4:46:28 PM]: just sent that shit HEH[4:50:04 PM]: i mean, the “unique idea” was just applying like very established theory about external/internal preference to the autonomy defense
HEH[4:50:17 PM]: but yeah it was just kind of the combination of two ideas ———————- SEB[4:50:48 PM]: right SEB[4:50:59 PM]: no well, in that case SEB[4:51:04 PM]: i thought that schauer did that SEB[4:51:06 PM]: but if YOU DID THAT SEB[4:51:08 PM]: FUCKIN AWESOME ———————- HEH[4:51:09 PM]: no i did that ———————- SEB[4:51:13 PM]: i just don’t know the context SEB[4:51:14 PM]: so SEB[4:51:17 PM]: GUAU!!!! ———————- HEH[4:51:19 PM]: yeah exactly : ) ———————- SEB[4:51:22 PM]: SUBMIT THAT- SEB[4:51:23 PM]: PLZ SEB[4:51:26 PM]: si es posible ———————- HEH[4:51:37 PM]: we’ll see HEH[4:51:43 PM]: i want to like wait a few weeks and then look it over HEH[4:51:49 PM]: maybe it wont’ be good then ———————- SEB[4:51:51 PM]: okay SEB[4:51:53 PM]: pshhh ———————- HEH[4:51:53 PM]: : p ———————- SEB[4:51:57 PM]: when can you submit it? ———————- HEH[4:52:02 PM]: i don’t know ———————- SEB[4:52:05 PM]: i bet you de warren could help you get it published ———————- HEH[4:52:16 PM]: most undergraduate philosophy journals ask for submissions in the fall semester HEH[4:52:24 PM]: i’m thinking actually HEH[4:52:30 PM]: i might submit a few papers HEH[4:52:34 PM]: next fall HEH[4:52:43 PM]: because i think my augustine paper last semester was really good HEH[4:52:52 PM]: and then i wrote some more good ones this semester HEH[4:53:02 PM]: and it would be cool to get published HEH[4:53:17 PM]: de warren also told me that i should try to present at a philosophy conference HEH[4:53:22 PM]: : ) ———————- SEB[4:53:49 PM]: YES! ———————- SEB[4:53:51 PM]: omgggg ———————- SEB[4:53:52 PM]: YES ———————- SEB[4:53:53 PM]: I JUST CAME ———————- HEH[4:53:56 PM]: hahahahaha ———————- SEB[4:53:57 PM]: hahahaha ———————- HEH[4:53:59 PM]: f. u. ———————- HEH[4:54:07 PM]: : p d : ———————- SEB[4:55:01 PM]: i was jus keeding ———————- SEB[4:55:03 PM]: i love you ———————- SEB[4:55:07 PM]: and am very proud ———————- SEB[4:55:08 PM]: of you ———————- HEH[4:55:13 PM]: thanks : D ———————- SEB[4:55:17 PM]: my ulnar nerve IS ALSPEPE ———————- HEH[4:55:22 PM]: hahaha ———————-